Goodbyes are the worst. They're so fucking insufferable! So long, farewell, see you around. Saying goodbye is even worst when the person you are saying this to is something special to you. Even saying it to them because they are leaving just for a few days shouldn't be this hard in real life. But I get to be one of those lucky people who tend to use a little non-existent world they call home as a resort for getting away from reality. A friend of my mine just asks me to 'shut the fuck up' and 'stop being melodramatic'.
Just watch her walk away. At first you see her beautiful eyes, full of happiness just because she gets to be with some of her loved ones she left behind in a few hour's time. And then it hits you, she doesn't really give a dime about you. Just get over it pal! Nothing's gonna happen with your situation, even after she gets back. Being just friends with her doesn't satisfy you, so you could at least show some self-respect for the first time and let her off your mind.
And then suddenly, in just a flash of light, joy turns to regret. You know it, deep inside she doesn't wanna leave you. If only there was a way!
You kiss goodbye, she turns around. All you're left with is the image of her alluring hair bouncing on her back and a burning sensation on your cheek, right where her lips had touched you a few moments ago, moments that feel like eternities. Just drag your fucking stupid pride back home, where no-one's waiting for you and shut the fuck up, man!
Goodbyes suck! End of story, goodbye!
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